my raya days

This is my family heeeee!

From left, yang berbaju melayu kuning lembut is my datuk

and on his left is my uncle next to my purple kebaya aunt ziela.

And then the gray tudung is my supermum with my dad the red tee.

My grandmum wears the red baju kurung while my cousin is behind her

and my sister who wears the black pink jubah.

And you should see me sitting on the grass!

Yay! hari raya dtg lagi *weeeeee*

Tlglah alia you sounds like monkey ya I know it hahaa.

Well, here are the pictures that can explain a thousand words.

By the way, my raya is oklah.

I miss my father, thats it *now try to smile, Alia*

In this picture, it is me with my super mum.

My mum suka cheer up kan mood people around her.

She is hilarious and full of joy, which is unlike me hahaa.

I love my mum for ever I can live and even hereafter.

And then kalau I balik, dia suka masakkan makanan

yang sume my favorita like ayam masak merah

and what eh, ouh yaa it's kari kepala ikan hahaa!

Eventhou I don't eat the kepala ikan but I like

the flesh of the fish.

Sitting with me is my aunt ziela.

She's unmarried but unavailable hahaa!

I had a marvellous times with good food

coming straight to my joyful belly euuwwwww!

My sensitivity

I guess I am a very sensitive person at heart.

I am easily touched towards the person I am closed with.

And in case if I am touched, I would just keep my mouth shut

and isolate myself at the corner of my place in the room.

This is what I would do.

I just do not why and what am I suppose to do.

I rarely tell someone or anyone of how do I feel deeply inside.

I would tend to keep sensitive feelings only to myself.

In the hope of that person would discover herself

or himself of what's inside me.

I believe in gender equality

Tajuk ni penting tau, walau org jarang memperkatakan.

Sebelum I elaborate further, let me tell you ape yang

I faham with this concept of gender equality.

Gender equality means, suatu konsep di mana

lelaki dan perempuan sama sahaja;

tidak kiralah dari segi layanan yang diberikan,

respect yang diberikan malah dari segi pengorbanan

dan lain-lain lagi lah.

Like me, I believe that, these both gender are equal.

For instance like, I believe that women should

share the bill with their partners *partner laki2 tau*

when going out for a date.

It's unfair to only rely on one person when

having a special relationship.

Furthermore, to be detailed,

I rasa tak adil jikalau ada berlakunya

diskriminasi terhadap kaum perempuan terutamanya.

Layanan yang diberikan terhadapa laki2

perlulah sama dgn layanan diberikan terhadap perempuan.

Malah, apa salahnya, kalau you would be a man.

A real man. To treat these 'weak' women in a special way.

Tak rugi pun and tak ended up jatuh ego pun.

Another thing, one thing that I keep as principle,

If you'd give me a respect, I'd give you a double respect.

Sekadar gambar hiasan.

Dapat pink lily, yay!

Eventually, my own guy knew that I actually

love lily flowers. Just because of,

he asked me hahaha *gelak tak ikhlas*

By the way, I am taking this chance *konon*,

I nak cakap yang, *wahh macam nak warning2 pulak*,

I wanna say that, you can say any things you wanna badmouth

about me, because it shows of who you are

and furthermore I don't ever give a damn

because I do my own things and I am aware

that I do make mistakes unlike you

who thinks you're oh my gosh damn perfect gituu!

Terharu.

Jakun.

Lupa nak rotate gambar.

Pandemic

Hari ni, I batuk quite teruk, and then,

sakit perut tak tau kenapa aiyooo.

I mean, aiyooo you know lah haha.

So many troublesome health problems,

pleaseeee lah Alia.

Plus, I dislike the current weather.

It's like the sun shining so in a weird blaze.

The sun blaze is hurting my skin and delicate eyes.

And the rain or drizzle is pouring right into my skin so cold.

Too hot and too cold makes my head explodes.

Body's temperature confusing, mixed up.

You know what, I think,

that one week emergency break UMP released

was not an ultimate solutions to us students,

it complicates the situation,

more people are getting fever at homes and

bringing back the viruses here in UMP.

Thus, we just don't feel safe here.

Why don't if they should just take

actions upon sick people at first place?

Ughh! You already make all these people

travelled in a shocking time and

brought back viruses from different

places all over Malaysia.

This H1N1 pandemic is damn sadist.

I am dead worried about myself and others.

I decide to keep updated, again!

Hi people!

Gosh, I am missing this world haha.

Please, you've got to welcome me, again.

Millions and thousands of apologises

for not updating teeeheeeee.

Wait up for me, yeah!

Naughty betul! suka tag saya *wink*

To Abg Dhamiri, the future bridegroom-to-be *I am jealous*..

Here I go *smiles because this tag is super sweet*..

1. How old are you and are you single?

Ehemmm, still very young *proud to be*

going to my 20's this coming May and currently

is not married but not in search of any eligible

husband-t0-be *perasan hot skejap*

2. At what age do you think you'll get married?

I am not thinking of this yet since

ibu selalu cakap study pandai2

dulu and then belanja ibu designer labels

baru kahwin ataupun second

choice, sila kahwin sekarang.

3. Do you think you'll be marrying

the person you're with now?

Hard question. Future is so

unpredictable. But what do I believe

for now is I stick to what I have right

now and thankful for having him

right in my life because, I'm in love

with him so damn much.

And doakan yang baik-baik

untuk Alia yang tersayang, waaahh!

4. If not, who do you want to marry with?

The man I'm in love with and

has responsibilities to carry on his

own bare shoulders and would

care a lot of his future wife and

future beautiful children.

5. Who would be your bridesmaid and best man?

I would love to have Faza around me

at that time since we used to dreamt about

how is it going to look like on the day of

our wedding days and especially when

we're going to get pregnant! Hahaa :D

6. Do you want a garden / beach or traditional wedding?

This is so dreamy *smiles*

I'd like a in-garden wedding.

A wedding on healthy greenly grass.

With flowers to shower with.

And a lengthy wedding gown

with my man wearing his tuxedo.

7. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

I want to go to the disneyland in Paris!

So I would get cheered up with him

for most of the time and enjoy our

wedding celebration with happiness!

8. How many guests do you think you'll invite?

I'll invite everyone I know to let them

see us and hear the good news.

9. Will that include your ex-es?

Mak aii! Oke fine, jawab.

Sila, sila datanglah anda dijemput.

10. How many layers of cake do you want?

Yang penting, nak vanilla cake!

11. The time of day you wanna get married?

I want it to happen at evening

til' whenever, ehh salah til' night.

Please behave, Alia.

12. Name the tune you'd like to play during the wedding.

Lagu kahwin by Saloma the goddess.

And we gonna have this one part where

I'll be dancing with him and others can

join too and please let me hear,

'My first love' by Mariah Carey

feat siapa entah dah lupa.

13. Fine dining or just normal fork and spoon dining?

Since I dream to get wed Western style,

so practice to eat with fork and spoon

ladies and gentleman *ehh biar betul ni*

Ini dah betul2 daydream nih hihihihi.

14. Champagne or red wine?

Astaghfirullahaazim, haram tu weyh.

Kite minum air sirap okeh?

15. Honeymoon right after the wedding or

days after the wedding?

Bagus soalan ni, nanti saya nak

honeymoon days after the wedding

sebab if possible I wanna get in

touch with both of the families first

before our ultimate gate escape!

16. How many kids you'd like to have.

I'd plan to have 4!

3 baby boys and a baby girl.

17. Would you record your honeymoon?

Think positive, people!

I would take tones of pictures

to show to my lovely children and

families :)

18. I wanna tag;

Piqa2

Zam Alakazam

Qistina si kuceng sepi awww!

Zaty the freaks geek!

Meor Airol hensem!